A woman from Sweden is sharing her story about how she underwent extensive plastic surgery to transform herself into what she described as a plastic bimbo Barbie.

Over the past couple of years, Alicia Amira says she’s spent over $150k on procedures that entail the likes of breast augmentations, Botox, fillers, and more. She likes to refer to her transformation as a journey that’s not only linked to looks but a whole reinvention of her identity, saying she had to get rid of who she used to be to fully embrace her hyper-feminine and doll-like personality.

Alicia likes to see her journey as a form of self-expression and personal change instead of cosmetic indulgence. She has gone forward to adopt the Trad Bimbo philosophy and rejected so many modern ideals linked to feminism.

At the same time, she has embraced classic gender roles. Despite all of this criticism, she defends all the choices and likes to focus on the fact that it takes courage to make a change, and so far, she is proud of all the risks she’s taken on her own.

For her, this process is non-stop, and she calls it an addiction that most others fail to get. Instead of being a one-time project, the star says she’s seeing it as a constant evolution and hopes to become more plastic over time.