Singer Kelly Clarkson is said to be dealing with a lot of emotions right now after the death of her former husband, Brandon Blackstock.

The celeb shared two children with him and is now said to be finding it so hard to deal with life, as she herself never had much of a relationship with her own father.

Stephen Clarkson reportedly left the entire famimly when the star was so young and as per a source, they are essentially estranged.

Clarkson was seen filing for divorce from Blackstock, who is the father of her kids. The divorce was very public and bitter where the former couple was seen fighting over money and custody of the children.

However, Kelly’s biggest fear during that divorce was that her children would grow up feeling distant from their dad.

‘She always wanted to spare them. She is devastated for them’- the post continued. As per other media reports, Clarkson was by her former husband’s side during this entire time, as he was sick. He battled with cancer privately, and she put him first, despite things not being on good terms between them. Therefore, at this moment in time, her biggest priority remains the kids.